Thursday, 12 November 2015

Darklings/Blood's Submission - Extract

Hello friends. It has been some time. Feels as though I've been resting on my laurels with posting some work up. That is not to say writing hasn't happened. There are some sporadic bursts of furious finger tapping on the keyboard. When the characters decide they have something to say that is. Here is a bit from some of the characters that speak up more often than not. The great thing about these guys is they don't only speak to me, but have decided to reach out to my fellow writer and get the collaboration to continue. 
Enough blah blah blah from me. Here is the extract:


The Commissioner had gone silent. He'd sensed the power play between these two. He'd watched Vanessa turn Simpson inside out with frustration many a time. He'd tried following all her moves but to no avail. Right now Simpson was barking more orders at her and all that seemed to get him was frustration.

The Other laughed again. Simpson felt the rush of blood that preceded his irritation. She was getting to him again. She would keep stubbornly quiet at moments he expected a rebuttal, and snipe him with a smart comment when he thought he'd closed the subject. The only time he seemed to have any of his desired effect was during a fight. She seemed to take great pleasure from his violence. "What have we here?" Said the Other, "You can't seriously believe you can attach her projection and win..." That exactly what he did. He shot his projection into her mind. Searching for a thought, a memory he could sink an anchor in. He wanted her mind. It was the only way she'd be his. She retaliated. He'd expected that. Prepared himself, but he was not prepared to witness some her true power. His mind reeled at the strength of it. "You are in trouble now." The Other sniggered. "You want some of my power? That'll be twice in a week that I've helped you." Simpson scoffed and stood up. Allowing his projection to recede from Vanessa an on to something else.

"I haven't dismissed you." The commissioner said. But Simpson wasn't trying to leave. There was a peculiar look to him. A focus the commissioner had never seen. It was confusing. Simpson smiled.
"Well, seems we won't have to go looking for the halflings tonight. They are coming to us." There was an explosion in one of the lower buildings of the keep. "I wonder what called them here." Simpson mused as he gathered himself while heading out the door.

Vanessa was already running before she realized exactly what she was running toward - amidst the chaos and confusion, almost hidden beneath the heavy waves of panic and fear rolling over her, there was... something. She darted through the stampeding crowd, barely seeing, keeping the flickering awareness locked in her mind. It felt discordant, like a wrong note at a symphony; jarring despite its slightness. It felt almost like... satisfaction.
She vaulted over a handrail, stopping at the entrance to a corridor she'd never been down. It was here. He was here.
Ross.

He turned at the sound of her footsteps, his eyes widening. "Stay out of my head, witch!" he shrieked, flinging a glass bottle at her and scrabbling away. But his anger did nothing to keep her out, and fragments of thought spooled through her mind: Ross kissing Harvey for the first time, nervousness making his hands shake. The night she'd moved in with him.  The engagement ring he'd bought her. The sound of her voice when she woke up in the morning, when she was mad at him, when he made her come. And Simpson, transformed, ripping her body to pieces.

Vanessa glanced at the bottle he'd flung her way. She recognized the smell: bait.
'What were you hoping to achieve?' she asked, her voice incredulous.
But she could follow the logic of his thoughts even as she asked: 'Simpson must pay. I am not strong enough to kill him. I must make him suffer.'
Ross laughed, the sound harsh and grating. "They'll tear him to pieces!" He was shouting now. "They will put him down like the filthy animal he is!" He waved something at her, and she realized he was watching the massacre on a portable screen.
'Coward,' she thought. 'Even loss can't make you fight your own battles. Despicable.'  
Out loud she said, "So why are you hiding here? Did you really think we won't find you?"
He grinned at her.
"This place is a security blind spot," he whispered. "No cameras. Nobody will know. Nobody will find me, and Simpson will die like a dog." He laughed again, wilder than before. "If those things don't kill him first, he'll go apeshit and kill everyone again, where all the top brass can see. Do you know what the Covenant does to freaks like that?"
Vanessa's hands clenched into fists. "They'll lock him up, strap him down, and run *tests*," he said, pronouncing the word with glee in his voice. "You know the tests our doctors run. They'll take him apart to see how he works. They'll cut him up just to see how much pain he can take! They'll make him beg for death!"

Vanessa shut her eyes. Images of Simpson running rampant flickered behind her closed eyelids. She gathered up her anger, feeling it flow together like molten, white hot metal, and lashed out in a spike of energy that surged with her rage. She opened her eyes and regarded the disfigured lump that had been Ross. Her lip curled. "Pathetic, spineless piece of nothing." He wouldn't die from that attack, but it was enough to keep him out of the way till they got the situation under control. Maybe longer. She gritted her teeth. Simpson had been better be holding on to what’s left of his gods-damned sanity...

There were too many of them. He couldn't kill enough of them. The halflings swarmed like waves of angry blades ripping into everything in their path. The first respondents were wiped out in mere moments. The second group buckled under the sheer numbers like a bad knee under too much stress. By the time Simpson realized he'd have to transform almost the entire 6th squad had been killed.

The halflings moved too cohesively. There was a queen mind somewhere. He had to find it before he could start exterminating the vermin. Only, every time he gathered his projection a wave of halflings fell on him. "Not doing very well, are we?" The Other intoned in his mind. Simpson ignored him and began to transform. His senses started to sharpen as his body took on its more natural form. When he snarled as he killed yet another halfling, his fangs bared and some of the Covenant’s men that saw him almost ran at the sight. His muscles felt loose and ready. It felt good to release. To let the shroud envelope him like thick dark fog. It was then that the swarm hit him the hardest. It was then that he realized they had been holding back for this very moment.

They were on him before he could take a step in his natural form. He was their target. They had baited him. Confusion settled on him almost as heavy as the pain from the thousand cuts and bites of the halflings. He soon realized that they wanted to make a mockery of him. Reduce him to nothing. This drove him mad. Anger set fire to his muscles and he launched himself from the floor in a frenzy of blood and body parts. They would have their wish. He would show them who he was. He hacked and clawed at anything in front of him. Pushing forward while barking at his men to fall back. He would do this by himself. They wanted him. They would have him.

His projection pushed past the pain of every new cut. Past the pain of every piece of flesh he lost. And found the dominant mind. It was far from the battle in relative safety where the cameras could not see it. It was familiar. It wanted him dead. And he could feel Vanessa near it. Her projection brushes against his for a second. One word: "Focus."
The halflings pinned him again. Bringing him down to all fours. "We must not die, Simpson." The Other said. "We cannot leave Mother alone." Simpson felt control slip from his consciousness. Felt his body hit the floor like a discarded carcass. He had lost blood and flesh. The halflings would soon pick at him till nothing but bone remained. The Other was scrambling through his mind. Taking control of the body. That really pissed him off. Who the fuck did he think he was?!

Simpson's body burst into flame. Yet it wasn't alight. His shroud was so powerful it danced around his body in shimmering heat. Only it wasn't Simpson. He was just a passenger in the body that he prefers to call his. He could feel the Blood Boil the Other accessed. He reach out to it, searching its depth and he found himself searching a well whose bottom he could never reach. Still the Blood Boil didn't feel complete. There were gaps in that overwhelming power. For the first time, Simpson understood the power difference between him and the Other. It filled him with even more rage.

The halflings leapt back from the shroud around his body. Through his projection he could feel the confusion ripple through them as the dominant mind vanished. His body moved. First leaping from the floor and tearing through several halfling bodies in the process. Then in a twist that sent sparks of energy cutting through another hafl dozen halflings. The Other drew from the blood again and flattened more halflings with energy spikes. The halflings came out of their confusion all at once. With no queen mind controlling them they reverted to their baser intelligence. Chaos broke loose. Some ran, while others attacked at random. Simpson ceased being the focus point of all their attacks and they now attacked everyone in sight or fled the battle field in terror. Simpson's body towered center stage of the blood bath.

She reached out, looking for Simpson’s mind. It didn’t take long - he was incandescent with fury strong enough to cause her physical pain. She disengaged hurriedly, hissing from the sting of it. Taking a deep breath, she projected soothing energy at him, praying for him to calm himself. But she couldn’t focus - her own rage coloured her projection, no matter how hard she tried to set it aside. She let the energy drop away.

There was no way she could rush to his aid, she knew. She’d been so wound up about keeping Simpson’s little episode secret, she’d rushed straight to the commissioner’s office that day, instead of stopping off at the lab like usual. She hadn’t had her usual dose of serum. If she ran out there now, she would be doing it as her normal human self, armed with nothing more than her regulation sidearm - no enhanced strength, no accelerated healing, no super stamina. She wouldn’t last a second. If she used her abilities to protect herself and fight... well. How had Ross put it? ‘Do you know what the Covenant does to freaks like that?’ His sneer lingered in her mind.   

She wished she could reanimate Ross so she could tear him to pieces again. How dare he bring this on them? The man had been a worthless streak of piss. How dare he think he had the right to choose such a fate for anyone? He had no idea what the Covenant’s experimentation program was capable of. He’d said they would push Simpson’s pain threshold to the limits - if that was really the worst he thought the Covenant could do, the man was even simpler than she’d thought.

She dug her fingernails into her palms. This line of thinking was just making her angrier. She needed to focus! There had to be a solution. If Simpson, or whatever it was that lived in his head, showed them what he could really do, they would-

No. She wasn’t going to think about that.

Ross’s portable screen flickered and she glanced down at it. There were just too many of the things - soldier after soldier fell as she watched, and she had to look away. She could have saved them, she knew, if she wasn’t so afraid of being seen. Truly seen.


What if she didn’t have to be seen? The thought came to her gently, quietly, but suddenly it was like she could see the entire solution laid out in front of. Ross had said this was a no camera zone - she’d been counting on that when she’d used her abilities on him like that.  What if there was something she could do from here? She glanced where his body lay. His signs of life had begun to fade. Charred remains of his uniform had fused with his body and his breathing shallow and sharp. Without the proper attention wouldn’t be long before he died.

I do hope you enjoyed that little bit. Fire of some feedback. Would love to hear what you have to say. Till next time. Nic. Out. 

Tuesday, 11 November 2014

Poem - Rebuked Queen

Hello, dear friends. Yes. I know. I've been silent for far too long. It has become a challenge maintaining a constant flow of creativity. Especially where there are so many creative channels I am involved with. I do apologise. There is light at the end of the tunnel though. This post hereby officially signifies my return to the creative word. I have set myself some challenges and goals for the next few months which should see me producing more words than I have been these last few months... Ok, this year. My return to the word comes with a poem - Rebuked Queen. There are a lot of things happening in this one. Lets have a look at it.

Enough blah blah blah from me. Here is the poem

Rebuked Queen

Spotted by change fluttering by.
Carefree fairy with a wandering eye.
Tear soaked, drenched in darkness.
Her heart broken and directionless.
Sputtering, flickering yet staying lit.
A blazing candle made for her fit.
Disregarded and abused by whim.
Extinguishing breath expelled her bosom.
Fumbling, lost and desperate for hope.
She queries for promise from the entangled rope.
Providence abided by a steady hand.
The brilliance of the ever-orb brought to her land.
Spotted by chance on the floor of night.
Her eyes need open to see the light.

Tell me, what does this one do to you? What do you see, feel, taste? I do wonder what you take away from it. Post a comment, letting me know. This poem has been in my possession for some time, but it didn't see the light of day. Now it's ready for it's waltz in the sun. A friend remarked how the tempo and rhythm reminded her of some Far Easten Poetry. A well spotted observation considering not many pick up this influence in my writing. I have a short something I will be sharing next week. This one came to me in the last few days and needs a little bit more before its ready the light. Yes, I am looking forward to sharing it with you.

Nic. Out.